i have to return to work.
as in job.
as in daily grind.
as in 9 to 5.
5 days a week
okay well 9 to 3.
4 days a week.
life is not fair.
i really, really do not want to return to work.
after being off all summer i cant bear to think about it.
when i was 5 they made me start school.
i didn't want to go.
but they didnt care.
they made me go.
and on the first day there the kindly old teacher picked me up to
when i realized what was happening i screamed.
then i slapped that kindly old teacher so hard across her face that i knocked her glasses right off the end of her nose.
causing her to swiftly drop me on my arse.
you can see how such a traumatic childhood experience has damaged me.
returning to school will just make me relive that whole awful incident.
over and over.
and im sure my boss will understand when i tell her i am suffering from post traumatic stress disorder now that ive recovered that long supressed painful memory.
im sure they will understand.
these things take time.